Addiction to Sex

I am totally addicted to having sex! I Want to fuck all the time, and lately get fucked!

Sunday I was looking for a hookup, like a crack addict I could not breath, talk or do anything... Having sex was the only and only thing on my mind! Manhunt was not doing it!

Are all gay men addicted to sex? or is it just me?

Fucking at a Bathhouse.. Bring Lube, poppers and condoms!

Yes! I finally went to the Gay Bathhouse for the first time in my life. I want to blog about my expedience in the bathhouse. First, I highly recommend all gay men to visit a gay bathhouse at least once in your life (repeat as frequently as needed)

A Bathhouse, is really not as scary as it may seem. It is not awkward, unusual or pretentious. You just have to realize and understand what your going there for. Your not going there to hang out, or make friends.. You are there to have sex, have a good time, and cum, get cumed on.

I found the experience to be pleasant. Low pressure, fun environment. It is dark in some places, but after your eyes adjust- your going to be comfortable even going to the darkest of places. If you can hookup through manhunt, you can go to the bathhouse.. It is virtually similar, except rather than seeing the people's picture.. you see them... and all it takes is a nod, a smile or something to start some action.

I ended up fucking with two guys. Not sure if they are friends, roommates, lovers, or whatever. They were good t what they did. Well, at least one of them was. He fucked me, than I fucked him... Poppers and everything! Great time.... He had a nice dick and a great ass... Fun time fucking him, and getting it on! I would probably never do it with the dude in real life, or even on manhunt... but it was a hot experience.... I am defiantly going back to the bathouse.

One things for sure, they do not make it very "safe". They only give you one condom, and you have to browse around to find more condoms.. Also bring lube, they do not provide that.. have fun!

420 bad decsions

Hanging out with my only other Gay friend George, was fun. I would of fucked him earlier in the day, and I told him so.. I was in the mood to fuck... Later, when he wanted to fuck, I was on a mission to find some one else to fuck with.

Going out to the bar, while was productive.. It was leaving the bar, where I found the hook up. Aden. The dude, that I hooked up with was cute, 8.5 out of 10... Def doable!! Got into his taxi, and went home with him...

Made of with his girl friend, its been a while since I made out with a girl.. It was hot! Than after smooking up some 420, and getting completely wasted I proceeded to fuck with Aden. My guess is that he was middle eastern, hot body, nice penis.

Due to being so drunk, I threw up (thank god I actually made it to the toilet) Aden still fucked me even after that... I probably would't have.. had things been reversed, but I was wasted... Fucking was good! his penis feelt awesome inside my ass... Did it at least twise during the night, and once in the morning.

Only issue was that we did it bareback, he did not cum in my ass, but still there could be stuff in pre-ejaculation... He looked clean, but that can really mean nothing.. It was a bad decision to fuck bareback, but it felt good.

Bottoming on Poppers

So, horny tonight... hooped up with Filippe an attractive Caribbean guy. He had a big uncut dick! I enjoyed sucking the dick, and playing with his foreskin... I have never had sex or sucked an uncut guy, and not really sure what to do/ or how... Well I guess the basics are the same... Filippe was good, nice think cock!

For the second time in two weeks (and second time this year) i decided to be a bottom... Filippe was great top, fucked me good! Something new I tried today was Poppers... It gave me an instant weird sensation, and i liked the feeling... of warmth... Enjoyed a hard dick fucking my ass... He fucked me good for a while, and in different positions... I could feel the depth of his penis inside my ass... So, nice.. hot... I wanted to cum several times... One thing to note for the tops out there... do not fuck your guy on his stomach too much - he wants to get off too... so make sure to allow him plenty of time to play with dick so he gets off too..

Poppers was an interesting addition the mix. While I never been into poppers I tried them- and I guess I am defiantly going to try some poppers in the future.. It feelt great, now as am writing this I am getting hot thinking about the nice pounding I got today! YuM! Need some more....

Great email

Here is the email I received today from a single's group I joined:

"Hello. I see you joined . I just joined the group. You are cute
will you be making it next Monday? I'm 38 , workout. Get backed
to me if you like. Tom"

So, yes... Apparently... "Workout" was important! I just thought this was hilarious that he threw the word workout in there....and while i might fuck with a 38 year old, def not dating a 38 year old.. until I am 35 or later myself.

On a separate note... hope rest of people are in my age range... 27-35

What is Love?

So, it comes at different times in my life when I feel like I am in LOVE! Its kind of scary.. Here is how I would define how I feel:

• Want to be with Mr. Right now
• Dont want to leave Mr. Right alone
• Want to call Him and see what he is doing now
• I feel like I Can't breath
• I feel hopeless, and unaware of the futre
  
• I want to skip the next 12 days of my life to be on the next date with him
• I would not fuck around with other guys (at least not at first) when I am with him.

The truth is - I dont see this lasting. This guy is way too nice, passionate, sexy, smart, intelligent for me. Seems like Mr. Right, however, does this really happen? Will we be together? I dont know! I need to lay low, and not bother him for a while... seems like its going kind of fast.. he needs to be ok with it all.. Hope that the next 12 days will allow him to catch his breath and figure out how much he likes me (if any)

Some issues - again, I might have acted too slutty, all too willing to go down on him and fuck around... Next date- not fucking around at least not at first.. Confidence- Need to display more confidence, I come across confident- need to carry it accross

Failure @ Rock

So, total failure @ Rock! No fucking, no fuck buddies, no hookups... PO! I am so happy dont have to come to Rock for while... Somehow everyone wanted to hookup early or do "USE"

I want a little more than just Fuck-n-go... also want some body contact.... some foreplay... otherwise I am just going jerk off..

Jacking off can be just as fun as Fuck-N-Go, just get some lube and turn off the light.

Next time posting on CraigsList get more responses that way anyway

Hot (Cold) Fucking Weekends!

Its getting colder at night in the Mid-West... What better way to keep yourself warm but with a Fuck buddy.. You can fuck, cuddle, suck, get sucked, and even chat... and than its all over in the morning!

Yes, I spend Friday and Saturday night with Coan... He is hot! As in what he does, rating wise... give him 6.9, not quite a seven but good...

He made it clear that this is just fucking with his attitude in the morning, and the fact that he does not really seem like he wants to hang out... unless he is just playing hard to get.. not sure.. I like spending time with him.. and maybe.. I am starting to like my fuck buddy!! This is not good, not supposed to get attached to fuck buddies!

His Manhunt profile does say that relationship is possible, but I am not sure if 1). I want one, or 2). He likes me in any other way other than fucking.

Send him a SMS Sunday night, he did not reply! So I guess I know where I stand, type for a new fuck buddy!! Hope to maybe fuck him some more.. like his ass... although its kind of loose he know what he doing with it!

Fuck Buddies

How long do fuck buddy relationships last? And do they grow into anything more than just a Fuck Buddy (FB)?

Last night Coan (the guy from last Sunday) text me, I came over we fucked, cuddled, slept together... Woke up, fucked more and than I left... We did not chat as much as we did last time, possibly because last night we were both tiered and this morning it was well. the morning.

People always assume that man can fuck around with out being emotionally attached. I disagree with this, people get somewhat attached after fucking... Sex just has to impact on your brain.

So, unless you only do it once or twice, you might get a little attached. Most guys either give up the relationship all together, try to make it something more, or have a fucked up relationship where they are in love with the fuck buddy.

I am definatly not in love with Coan. But I do want to see him again, with out necessarily having sex.... Is this possible? How do I even ask him without coming across like I want to date?

This morning he mad an illusion that we can hang out later tonight.. But than when I asked him later if he wants to hang out, he said we will see... will send you a text message....

This is Games again on Coan's part... But I can understand and appreciate that -- I am sure I would say the same.

Hocking up In Rock City

Monday was dry. But I did find myself a hookup for Tuesday.

First guy, flaked... But I assumed he would, he makes up 1/2 of a relationship, and while I am sure that people in open relationships fuck around, I am not sure they take it up the ass... and I dont think the guy wanted to take it up the ass at the end of the day.

Second guy, who has been SMSing me all evening, named, Todd wanted to have sex. He claims to be a top... Meeting him, obviously a bottom.. I also need to change my profile to state top only. I dont think I am going to bottom for anyone for a while, I enjoy fucking faggets to much....

Anyway, the dude was ok, give him 5.5 out of 10.. Again, 5.0 is the minimum requited. So, he just made it.. Fun time, fucked his ass, was tight! I liked it! Wanna do it again with him sometime..

I wonder if all gay man live from hookup to hookup... ohh well! I like hooking up! Who need a boy friend anyway?

How to keep your top happy

How to keep your Fuck Body Top Happy:

• Actually enjoy getting fucked! Its all visual for the guys, he wants to see you really taking it
• Moan when he is fucking you, and not pretend moan, but really get into it
• Play with your dick as he is fucking you (depending on the position) he likes it tight, and he will enjoy the site
• Look into his eyes when he is fucking you -- its really sexy!
• Suck his dick before fucking.
  
• Tell him how big his dick is, how much you like it, and how deep it is!
• Make sure he finishes inside of you, and if you cum before him-- do not make him stop this will annoy the hell out of him!
• Do not keep switching positions - let him thrust you in one position for a while
• Do not use too much lube, just so your comfortable.. he will not like it too slippery.
• Have fun during sex!
• Do not run away after your done, make sure to lay with him for a little...
• Do not ask a top any important, fascinating questions for fist 10 mins after he cums, he wants to relax... maybe wait for him to start talking first?
• If you want him as a fuck buddy, or boy friend... send him a text message later that evening.. Do NOT call! Do NOT send more than a few texts
• Do not tell him you want to hang out with him, do that after 2nd or 3rd encounter.
• Make the top feel like he is in control....
  
• A top likes a guy with some mystery behind him, do not share your entire life with him the first time you fuck... leave some for next time
• Give it a few days to a week between each session.
• After 2nd or 3rd encounter it will be clear if your going to remain fuck buddies, or go your own ways

Hook up Sundays

So its Sunday, woke up at noon.. Spend till 4AM trying to find a hookup..

Here is a tip: When hooking up, and someone is coming over your house.. give them your ph# will make the person feel secure. *I* am not going over someones house if I don't have their number..

Anyway, so hooked up with Coan. He was cute, but too much skin, like he just lose a lot of weight through lifeo suction. Would give him "7" out of 10.

He was a fantastic bottom! He enjoyed getting fucked really good.. Nice ass, oooo... Even now thinking about it makes me hard! Fucked him twise...

I made out with him too, typically I dont make out with guys, but he was cute.

Small dick... kind of weird, like it was non-functioning.. I can nver see him fuck a woman with a pinus this small... almost like a paper clip, but he was cute, sexy and passionate...

After we talked for a while, appears we are into same music, and both like politics.

Also talked about how we are both jaded by manhunt, and really- why even have a relationship? when you can just fuck anytime you want???? Good question... but there is no companionship , thats the only answer I can give to this question.... Companionship makes a big difference.... Still, I dont really want a boyfriend right now, FB would be great.. but even than I am sure I would hook up..

I would not mind dating him, or Fucking him for a while..... but the chances of any of these events are on the low side. Sort of be pissed if I dont see him again as well, only because he is a great bottom! something only a top can appreciate!

Berlin Night Club

so, I am back at Berlin... seems to be an every Saturday kind of event.
First rule of Berlin- Need to be drunk to go there. Second rule- do not show up before 1AM.

Somehow I broke both rules this night, and came there not so drunk, and kind of early.. Partially because I was meeting Eduardo this night... see the previous post for that.

The music was good this day, fun time... Guys, no cute guys at all! I danced for a while, agian! a 21 year old looking dude wanted to dance with me, I totally told him no.. although maybe he just walked away- not sure.

There was a cute guy dancing on stage for a while, good dancer, named Damian... I danced with him for a little on the stage... Than I droped some dudedes drink on the floor, so had to go buy him a new drink...

stayed on the dance floor, and started to dance with this Lebanese guy- Constantine, he was cute. A bit overweight, but thats ok.. I would rate him as a "7" out of 10. He seemed like he was a bottom, but also seemed like he could not make up his mind about dancing with me.. Sort of annoying if you ask me! Either dance or walk away! dont be wishy-washy!

Danced with Constantine for a while, until he came out to smoke... was 3:30am ish, we talked outside, and he even got me to download the kewl iphone app bump... kewl app. we exchanged info... kissed for a little and than he got into a taxi and went home.... I did send him a SMS on Sunday morning saying it was nice to meet him... Will probably SMS him sometime during the week to see if he wants to hang out..

Anyway, I came back into Berlin... and danced with the Constantine guy.. I Rate him "8" out of ten, allthough he was a little fat to be rated this high, but had a cute face... He seemed to be more interested in his Black friends/ boys/ fuck buddies.... Funny part is that his black friend was interested in me.... But Black guys do not interest me....

Left Berlin at 5AM, well they kicked us out.... No fucking tognight, do have a phone# and will call sometime.

Facebook Incident

Ok, so I am going to take a minute betwen my hookup stories, and instead talk about Facebook.

So, I think some people do not get facebook. Facebook is not designed for people to keep in touch with your personal life, it is a place with group of loose friends get updates on what their long-lost friends are doing... so, I can keep in touch with people I dont usually see/ hang with and co-workers.

Over period of few months, I noticed that some people are deleteing me from their friends list. Grated I dont really care about them! But deleting some on from facebook is a slap in the face... sort of like, "I dont give a fuck about who the fuck you are, and never fucking want to see your fucking face again!" Thats what that means to me personally... so maybe some ppl do not see it this way- but thats just how I see it.. becuse again, this is not just designed for a tight group of friends- but rather designed to expend your networking and re-connect with long-lost friends..

Do not delete your co-workers, which is what seems to be happening with me... You work with these people! you should have some clue whats going on with their life, maybe just a little.. no one is asking for you to comment on their status changes, but nevertheless you should know when their birthdays are, and when they move to a new city!

Anyway, Cunt Lahanda recently deleted me as a friend.. Her friend Nadeshda deleted me too...
so before re-arranging her facebook friends Nadeshda commented she was going to do this, and cunt Lahanda encuraged her to do this.... I put a note on her page that its hard feelings if you delete a coworkers, but I guess nether Nadeshda or Lahanda care... Well.. let them be cunt!

Saturday 08/15

So, Yanni took me home in the morning.

Still text messaging Eduardo, he still seems really nice... I decided I am gong to go see him today. Now, I made it kind of complicated- because I meet him when he was out with friends..

Meeting was at Jail Cell bar, which is a bear bar.. I didnt know that... ok! why did he think I am a bear?! i do like to fuck! I dont like to be a bear! I might fuck a bear, but not be one! big difference!!! He was cute though, I would give him an "8" out of 10... and definatly hot body.

I feelt a bit weird being at a bear place, and I think he just didnt like me.. What did he expect? A great conversation when he is spending most of the time talking to his friends? or for me to join his group?? I guess this was the first time I meet someone off manhunt and did not like this experiance!

Lessons Learned: meeting people off manhunt is best to do it 1-1 in their house, hotel.. DO NOT meet people off manhunt at a bar when they are out with friends... They are their to show off, and if you do not look like you clique with friends they are not going to be as friendly as when you come over their house to fuck!


Anyway- Fuck Eduard -- there are plenty of other guys out at the sea!

Yanni

Wanted to have a blog about Yanni.. We had our second date on Friday maybe our last one..

so, for one thing I realized that he is a "fake" sugar daddy. After reading the suggar daddy book, I noticed one thing he did that set me off.... He looked at the bill for the food...

Yes! We ate a ~$150 meal at a French Restaurant.... And that he basically took me to the Trump!
The Trump was impressive, nice places, looks very classy!

Some one even complimented my express jacket =)

Anyway, after all this we came to Yanni's apartment.

Here are some things I did not like:

• It was small - stuido
• He had a machine that is used to dry clean his shirts
• He eats weird healthy crap
• He Buys generic CVS brand stuff for his eyes
• The house is messy
• He does not know how to work his stereo
  

Some things I did like.. comfortable bed, comfortable couch.

We did fuck, we dried humped.. He came twice... he has a small dick! At least nothing to write home about...

Somehow all the guys I been hocking up with have been small dicked...

anyway...

I am not sure what he thinks of me now.... I havent talk to him in two days (its Sunday right now) so maybe he thinks I am a slut... He was defiantly uneasy about the fact that he paid for dinner.. In all honestly - I wanted to pay for the drinks later on, but we never went..

How much would i be pissed if we break up? Sort of pissed! Only because I will be missing on the dinners, and a potential fuck, other than that I dont really care.... he is not that attractive, I would rate his looks as "5" out of 10... 5 is the minimum required for fucking!

Weekend.... Friday 08/14

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Yanni

So, Yanni SMS me tonight, didnt feel like talking to him... he wants to meet at a French restaurant tomorrow..

So, if we fuck on our second date.. will he think I am a slut and break up?

or will he think I am hot and want to buy me a new car? or trip to Vienna?

Tonight

Not much luck tonight. Hmm.. its Thursday night, and it seems like most people just want to chat.. same people on for more than hour... sucks, I do want to fuck, but told few people no, because they are not hot.. or i just don't feel like going anyplace tonight.... hmmm.. will be here for a bit more, to see if anyone else looks hot....

I am coming to a conclusion that I like to fuck older guys, so.. do older guys have more STDs? I dont know? good question.. seems like since they are older they had more chance to pick one up, right?

Friends on manhunt

So, you have to think about how funny life is.. or manhunt..

ok, so my friend.. lets call him Texian, is an overweight guy, who travels to the great state of... Arkansans frequently for work...

I do not find him attractive, but after a few drinks.. I am sure I would fuck him!

so, today he messaged me on manhunt, now.. Texian does not know who I am... I know who he is.. he has his pictures all over manhunt.. I do not.. I have my dick pictures on manhunt, he does not..

do you think I want to show my friend my naked pee-pee??? I don think so!!!

so.. I ignored him..

still funny.. I am not a fat guy, go to gym! (or just about) yet I still rate myself.. "Average"...

Texian who is overwight, and does not go to gym... also rates himself.. "Average"... so do I just not rate myself high? or does he rate himself too high?

the thing is I dont want to rate myself too high, and than meet the person- and they are pissed off.... does this happen to Texian?

Infatuations

So, this guy who is totally infatuated with me called me again today... I will call him Yanni, seems like he only likes me because of my ethnicity (eastern European) I should really stop answering his phone calls.... Like me for me, not because I am of a certain desent... or if you do like my background- than offer a Louis Vuitton bag or a some cash in return...

Seems like Yanni's got some money... he should be able to buy me nice stuff... I will even let him fuck me!

match.com and manhunt.com

Ok, so why do people claim to be wanting a relationship on match.com and than act slutty on manhunt? I got to admit! I am on match.com and on manhunt!

Match.com is a place for me to meet a potential boy friend (not sure if I actually want one) and manhunt is there for me to fuck someone... But it bothers me when I see people use the same pictures in both places!

Get a clue.. use a sexy picture in manhunt, match.com more conservative...

Funny story, emailed this guy through match.com, he never replied... email the same guy through manhunt.com (manhunt has naked pictures of me, and no head shots) the guy replied right away.. made me wonder.. maybe I need to change my match.com profile...

Return of Blog

Yes, after being missing in action (not sexual) I decided to come back to blogging. See where this takes me, and hope it turns out better than last time. Anyway, I feel like I have been acting very slutty lately and I feel like I need to share my hookup experiances with the world (do you care world?)

I mainly hook up through Man Hunt, Craiglist and Adult finder.. I am a top, and like to fuck, get head.. dont really like to kiss (unless I am drunk or I like you lot)